I have been MIA
What can I say?
The life of an optimistic and addiction fueled woman is no crying shame.
I have never left the country let alone the state.
If it was up to me I would never change.
I have lost chunks of time and convinced myself they must be memories not worthy of taking up space in my mind.
I went on a dope binge.
I went on a coke binge-to counteract my fatigue.
My pupils were pinpricks
like only a dope fiend bitch
My pupils were saucers
like machines from outer space.
The kind a fellow tweaker could understand-after they’ve cleaned the white powder off the table with their face.
I am real when I am high.
I am free when I fly.
Eternally I shall soar across the open sky.
My love my drugs and I.